Too many emotions, can't sleep.

[enemyofperfect]

They aren't even about anything, they're just -- sloshing around. Restlessly.

Ugh, brain, this is what I feed you fanfic for! Can't there be some part of the day dedicated to something other than feelings? Unconsciousness, for example, would be an excellent thing to devote at least part of the day to. I really do think.

*crawls back under the covers*

*hopes*

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Re: OF COURSE YOU USE IT CORRECTLY YOU'RE YOU

[erika]

I mean, I still fear that they will inevitably render me unacceptable to all of humankind, but only at the same time that I'm like: but that's a shame, because honestly I'm kind of an all right person.

YES. I FEEL THIS. it's so weird! on the one hand, i'm still convinced everyone will reject me inevitably, on the other hand, i'm like "which is really not my fault; i tried my bestttttttt :("

I really like things I only have to think about, and talking about those things. All other things that require effort are shitty.

I think I am some kind of person, probably; that is a claim I feel relatively comfortable making. Possibly in time I will feel both capable of describing that person and pretty happy about that person's qualities.

This is how I'm going to describe myself to my next therapist.

[enemyofperfect]

I really like things I only have to think about, and talking about those things. All other things that require effort are shitty.

how do you keep saying things that are so true