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enemyofperfect
Jan. 3rd, 2020 12:58 amenemyofperfectHello there! I'm enemyofperfect, variously called enemy and E by my friends. (I'm a very friendly enemy, I promise.)
I've been at least vaguely active on Dreamwidth for nearly eight years, although I think I lurked in fannish spaces for another four or so years before that, and the internet has been a huge part of my life since... 1996? -Ish? It's been a long time.
The other main places you can find me are![[archiveofourown.org profile]](https://p.dreamwidth.org/b164c54b26e4/-/archiveofourown.org/favicon.ico)
enemyofperfect for fanworks and ![[tumblr.com profile]](https://www.tumblr.com/favicon.ico)
enemyofperfect for general assorted nonsense, but at the moment, I'm most active here.
Some basic demographic info for those interested in such things:
I'm also vegan (but don't proselytize), kind of a social sciences geek (with an emphasis on psychology and linguistics), fond of the MBTI (in much the same way some people are fond of Hogwarts Houses); and pretty much always interested in ethics. I write intermittently, draw occasionally, read constantly, watch television slowly, and play mostly the kind of indie computer games I find online for free, plus D&D once a week.
Speaking of writing and ethics: I guess I'm what you could call an anti-anti inasmuch as I think it's perfectly all right -- and sometimes very valuable -- to write about terrible things. (In fannish communities, we often label the content of such writing for readers' benefit, whether with particular warnings or simply with choose not to warn. I think this practice is very valuable, too, and I've been happy to see it spread.) At the same time, I don't believe that anything goes in fiction, or that there are no conversations to be had about the moral messages of stories. And I don't really believe in being mean to antis, either; from what I can tell, a lot of them are just scared kids.
So what do I believe? Sometimes stories carry messed up, harmful messages -- either ones their authors don't even know they're putting in there, or ones they think are okay but really aren't. I think it's important to have conversations about this, both with respect to stories written outside of fandom and about the stories we write as fans ourselves. But to be absolutely clear, when I say conversations, I don't mean spamming people with hostile messages or telling anyone to kill themself or any kind of harassment like that. I just mean that it's good to talk honestly, and perhaps with curiosity, about the things that matter to us and other people.
Whew, that's not the most fun disclaimer I've ever written. Never a dull minute on the internet, I guess. But anyway!
Anyone is welcome to subscribe or unsubscribe to this journal at any point, with or without greeting or explanation, as you prefer! I don't make a practice of locking posts, but I do grant access to people who've given it to me, because I find symmetry aesthetically pleasing.
I love hearing from people in the comments, whether briefly or at length, on new posts or old, and if you ever feel the need to tell me that I've done something hurtful, I'll do my best to listen. In general, if you ever need me to do something differently, please feel free to ask -- no request too large, small, or idiosyncratic.
enemyofperfect, variously called enemy and E by my friends. (I'm a very friendly enemy, I promise.)I've been at least vaguely active on Dreamwidth for nearly eight years, although I think I lurked in fannish spaces for another four or so years before that, and the internet has been a huge part of my life since... 1996? -Ish? It's been a long time.
The other main places you can find me are
Some basic demographic info for those interested in such things:
- in my 30s
- very definitely Not Cis
- much clearer on what my gender isn't than what it is
- they/them pronouns please
- white and making an effort to educate myself about my privilege
- US American and trying to be less of an oblivious jerk about it
- unemployed and living with my parents
- able-bodied as yet
- depressed, anxious, and OCD-ridden to varying degrees
- happily taking escitalopram (aka generic lexapro) to medicate the above
- possibly autistic? in this way where I thought that was just the rest of my family until it dawned on me that it would kind of explain a lot?
- raised Christian and personally atheist but thrilled to realize that not all religion is Like That
- mostly monolingual pero hablo un poquito de español
I'm also vegan (but don't proselytize), kind of a social sciences geek (with an emphasis on psychology and linguistics), fond of the MBTI (in much the same way some people are fond of Hogwarts Houses); and pretty much always interested in ethics. I write intermittently, draw occasionally, read constantly, watch television slowly, and play mostly the kind of indie computer games I find online for free, plus D&D once a week.
Speaking of writing and ethics: I guess I'm what you could call an anti-anti inasmuch as I think it's perfectly all right -- and sometimes very valuable -- to write about terrible things. (In fannish communities, we often label the content of such writing for readers' benefit, whether with particular warnings or simply with choose not to warn. I think this practice is very valuable, too, and I've been happy to see it spread.) At the same time, I don't believe that anything goes in fiction, or that there are no conversations to be had about the moral messages of stories. And I don't really believe in being mean to antis, either; from what I can tell, a lot of them are just scared kids.
So what do I believe? Sometimes stories carry messed up, harmful messages -- either ones their authors don't even know they're putting in there, or ones they think are okay but really aren't. I think it's important to have conversations about this, both with respect to stories written outside of fandom and about the stories we write as fans ourselves. But to be absolutely clear, when I say conversations, I don't mean spamming people with hostile messages or telling anyone to kill themself or any kind of harassment like that. I just mean that it's good to talk honestly, and perhaps with curiosity, about the things that matter to us and other people.
Whew, that's not the most fun disclaimer I've ever written. Never a dull minute on the internet, I guess. But anyway!
Anyone is welcome to subscribe or unsubscribe to this journal at any point, with or without greeting or explanation, as you prefer! I don't make a practice of locking posts, but I do grant access to people who've given it to me, because I find symmetry aesthetically pleasing.
I love hearing from people in the comments, whether briefly or at length, on new posts or old, and if you ever feel the need to tell me that I've done something hurtful, I'll do my best to listen. In general, if you ever need me to do something differently, please feel free to ask -- no request too large, small, or idiosyncratic.
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Date: 2020-01-06 09:14 pm (UTC)i agree. honestly, if we could do away with all the -isms everything would be so much easier!
also, yeah. the gender limbo is a weird spot to be in but at least most folks i've met here are good company ^^
i haven't really caught up with HTGAWM! the last season i watched was the one with jimmy smits (s4, i think. it's the last one available on my streaming service ;__;)? he was so good in it, too! he's criminally under-cast imho. (he's hilarious as amy's dad on b99 as well!!)
also, thanks for subscribing back!
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Date: 2020-01-07 04:59 am (UTC)Oh wouldn't it just!
And yes, Jimmy Smits is so great in HTGAWM. I feel like watched The West Wing ages ago and only liked him kind of okay, but in HTGAWM I remember thinking, he can go toe to toe with Viola Davis and really hold his own. Their scenes were so magnetic, it was breathtaking. But you're right, he is awesome in B99 as well! And thank you for letting me know how far you are in HTGAWM, too -- now I will know not to spoiler you!
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Date: 2020-01-08 08:07 pm (UTC)i didn't even know he was in the west wing!! i never saw that show. i just knew him as padme's dad heh
but yes, their scenes together were so good!! i really enjoyed watching them play off each other.
no worries, i don't mind spoilers too much. tbh when watching HTGAWM i always end up reading the wiki page for the season to get out of the drama vortex. if i don't do that i end up watching the entire season in one sitting xD
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Date: 2020-01-09 02:53 am (UTC)Meanwhile I'd totally forgotten that he was Padme's dad, omg! But yeah, those scenes were fantastic. And I may have have to laugh about your wiki reading strategy, but it makes so much sense! HTGAWM is always so dramatic and twisty, not to mention habit forming. You've got to keep that under control any way you can!