I'm either doing fairly all right at the moment or failing to notice that I'm doing less than all right, which... so far so good, I guess? It'd be nice if it was just going to be clear sailing from here on out, but past history suggests that that's moderately unlikely, so I'm choosing to interpret the feelings prompting this post as akin to a momentary dimming of theater lights towards the end of an intermission -- i.e., a courteous warning.
I mean, I guess I'm kind of downplaying the bit where intermittently I will experience actual despair over, like, the fact that some TV shows I like are starting up again soon, and watching them will require energy, and... Uh, yeah, so I'm downplaying some things. But on the other hand, I'm safely free of anhedonia and I got through several days of miserable illness without even fleetingly wishing for death, so -- hey! Bright side!
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Date: 2013-09-20 10:09 am (UTC)I'm either doing fairly all right at the moment or failing to notice that I'm doing less than all right, which... so far so good, I guess? It'd be nice if it was just going to be clear sailing from here on out, but past history suggests that that's moderately unlikely, so I'm choosing to interpret the feelings prompting this post as akin to a momentary dimming of theater lights towards the end of an intermission -- i.e., a courteous warning.
I mean, I guess I'm kind of downplaying the bit where intermittently I will experience actual despair over, like, the fact that some TV shows I like are starting up again soon, and watching them will require energy, and... Uh, yeah, so I'm downplaying some things. But on the other hand, I'm safely free of anhedonia and I got through several days of miserable illness without even fleetingly wishing for death, so -- hey! Bright side!