That felt good to read. I can relate to it; depression also made me believe that (in this moment) another spark of happiness would NOT come along. Whereas nowadays I experience life as a bumpy road with ups and downs instead of a neverending spiral down, down, down. It's amazing when one finally reaches a point where one can look back on that time with new feelings, instead of being in the middle of it. Congrats on the 850 millisteps too!
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Date: 2012-07-05 10:38 am (UTC)