alhflkahsgldhsgls so last month I signed up for this gift exchange called Chocolate Box, which is beautifully low pressure, because all you're agreeing to do is create one (1) nice sketch or short fanfic of at least three hundred words for the person you're assigned. So simple, so adorable, so tiny, right?
That's what I thought right up until I got FIVE WHOLE AMAZING GIFTS -- from, I am guessing, at least two separate people
-- and just, HOW IS MY LUCK EVEN?I DON'T EVEN KNOW. IT IS A MYSTERY TO ME.
But since author reveals aren't for a week and it's killing me that I can't go lurk adoringly at my writer(s) and bask in how awesome they are, I'm just going to tell you all about it. IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER (or rather, in what I think might have been chronological order, only the AO3 is confusing me now so you know what, don't even worry about it):
In How to Get Away with Murder news, I got ACTUALLY FEUDAL ANNALISE/BONNIE FEELS
, and I'm not sure I have actually stopped screaming. When I wrote about my quasi-feudal feels
in my dear author letter I never dreamed I would get an ACTUAL MEDIEVAL AU, but it is so amazing and so perfectly HTGAWM-awful and so them
. HOW IS THIS MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE.
In Person of Interest news, I got ZOE/JOHN FEMDOM OF INFINITE HOTNESS
. Oh my gosh, I just casually mentioned in my letter that I would be delighted by kink, and in return I got a Zoe who's both careful and confident in her handling of John and a John who is so there for that
, and just, it's the most wonderfully nuanced take on how BDSM could work for them. I know there's at least one of you here whose interests this might be relevant to, okay. SHARE IN THE CELEBRATION.
In Elementary news, I got the loveliest, loveliest portrait of Sherlock and Joan's lives growing, as the summary says, increasingly intertwined
. It's so painstakingly, heartbreakingly in character, and I can't even say how delighted I was to see Marcus make an appearance too. I almost don't want to capslock in case I disturb the perfect delicate balance of this fic somehow, but seriously, THIS FIC
In a surprise twist of MORE PERSON OF INTEREST NEWS, I also
got this absolutely classic Finch/Reese fic
of wry observations, understated pining, and just the most gorgeously gentle resolution. There are so many amazing things about the later seasons of this show that I wouldn't give up for the world, but you remember that quiet intimate feeling of the first couple of seasons with these two shut up alone in a library? NEVER GOING TO BE TIRED OF THAT. Also if you like hands, the name of this fic is "Palmistry", I am just saying
And then as if all of that were SOMEHOW NOT ENOUGH, I said in my letter
that I'd love to see some Bear character development, because I'm weird like that? AND I GOT BEAR POV
Finch/Reese as well, and so many pack feels that I can't even. It is so hard
not to quote the last line here, seriously, but I'm going to be strong so you can read it in context. HEARTS.
This is the first time I've ever gotten gifts in an exchange
, and I'm still not sure what to do with the fact that I basically won the fannish lottery. I got some of everything! Three different fandoms; four different relationship categories, including gen; tiny perfect 300-word fics and lovely longer ones; and so many of the things I love best about these fandoms and pairings. It's an embarrassment of riches, and I'm just so happy that I had anything at all to do with these stories coming into the world.
Best February 14th ever.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥1. Although I will always have love for a brave unknown anon who tried, and so clearly wanted to make me something wonderful, but who must have ended up getting overwhelmed by life or something in the end, as so many of us do. Let us remember the fallen soldiers of fandom as well as the glorious heroes, okay. (back)